Monday, March 23, 2015

Serendipity and Procrustes -- Chapter 3: Acceptance and Denial

           “We are officially down to the last carton of nelvek jerky,” Senna told him. “And blessedly so.”
           “Not so blessedly if it means we need to stop over at another backwater commerce planet.” Crais said as he inventoried their remaining supplies. “More than anything else, we need standard food cubes—if we can find them.”
          “Why can't we go to a regular commerce planet? I know half a dozen of them in this sector alone.” She offered, looking at his computer pad. “We could get fresh food as well as cubes, and perhaps some clothing for me. If that would be acceptable?”
          “I have my reasons for remaining covert,” he said flatly. “And yes, we will be getting a number of items, including something more suitable for you to wear.”
          “Well, I don't understand your reasons. We need more than some place like you found me has to offer. And no more jerky please. Nelvek or otherwise. Why can't we go to a large commerce planet? Do a real shopping spree?”
          He felt dangerously close to using the control collar to shut her up, but chose the better angels of his nature instead.
          “You are a server. You do not need to understand anything.” He said, his tone like thunder.
          “Okay, okay, geez,” she groused. “You don't have to go all PMS over it.”
          “PMS?”
          “Peacekeeper Mental Syndrome,” she chuckled. “It means something else where I'm from, but in this case, it definitely means that.”
          Crais could feel his blood pressure rising, but decided to let it go. He turned back to his cataloging of supplies with a grunt, “Huh.”
          “Well, what about Treyan III?” She said, crossing her arms beneath her breasts. “It's out of the way, but offers substantially more than Luculla Primus did.”
          “Talyn, give me a map of this sector, notating the Treyan system,” he ordered.
          The red holographic image of the star system coalesced on the console between them, with Treyan III highlighted. He studied the image, looked at the woman, then made up his mind.
          “Monitor message traffic, Talyn,” Crais said aloud. “Plot course for Treyan III and prepare to starburst.”

          On Talyn's command tier, Crais monitored message traffic for more than twelve arns. Satisfied they were neither being pursued by a command carrier nor tracked by a bloodhound unit, he had Talyn take up orbit around Treyan III.
          “Continue to monitor message traffic and alert me should any Peacekeepers enter orbit, Talyn,” he said, running a gentle hand over the rounded protuberance above his head. “Remember that you are a warrior. You are strong and capable. And I am with you, even when I'm on the planet's surface.”
          Talyn issued a series of bleats and beeps, all of which were positive. Crais sensed a bit of tension and fear in the ship, but nothing like the first time he left him alone at Luculla Primus. Talyn was concerned that the human female was going with him, which surprised Crais. In the thirty-five solar days since she'd come aboard, she'd been little more than a pain in the eema and a strictly adequate server. Adequate because, much like her fellow human, Crichton, she asked far too many questions and did not like being given no as an answer.
          Her withdrawal from the Hecho red was nearly complete, now requiring only a single daily dose of the blood cleansing medication. She was looking healthier and her color was distinctly better than it had been when she'd first come aboard. She had styled her hair and the effect was pleasant enough.
          He entered his quarters and foraged through his packed Peacekeeper uniforms. He found his dress uniform and standard great coat, donning both. He applied a small dab of pomade to his hands, slicking back his hair and retying his thong. Pulling open a drawer, he found his small leather garrison cap, and placed it upon his head. Looking at himself in the console mirror, he was satisfied he looked the part of the Peacekeeper captain. He then made his way down to Talyn's docking bay listening to the various message traffic via their common link. Nothing out of the ordinary meant they should be safe planetside.
          When he entered the docking bay, he found Senna working with the drds, packing empty cartons into the transport pod. She was dressed in a long black dress with a tattered shawl over her shoulders and looked altogether poor and wretched. He would definitely have to find more appropriate clothing for her on this shopping excursion.
          “Talyn tells me the temperature on this planet might be quite cold for you. You should wear the clothing I gave you instead.” He informed her.
          “They're falling off me,” she argued. “In case you haven't noticed, I've lost some weight.”
          “Suit yourself,” he rebutted, climbing up the steps into the pod.
          “Gee thanks,” she shot after him.
          Sitting in the pilot seat, he waited for her to get situated next to him before taking off. He aimed the pod planet-ward, following the directions to the main commerce area that Senna had given him. Of course, he'd run it all by Talyn's database first. No point in trusting the human just yet. She could be as duplicitous as Crichton for all he knew. It was not worth risking their freedom and lives to test her veracity.
          He brought the pod down a few thousand metras outside the main landing strip to avoid all chance of being tracked. It wouldn't hurt either one of them to walk a bit. Of course, to the human, he realized it was bitterly cold. She shivered and hugged herself. He took off his standard great coat and put it around her shoulders.
          “I can still feel the heat of your body,” she murmured as she slipped her arms into the sleeves.
          Uncomfortable with the tone of her voice, he turned on his heel and walked on, leaving her to catch up. As they neared the city, the sounds of people could be heard. He tensed, right hand never far from his pulse pistol.
           “O Captain! my Captain! our fearful trip is done, The ship has weather’d every rack, the prize we sought is won, The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting, While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring;” she said as they walked.
          “What is that?” He demanded.
           “Just a little poetry to while away the time.”
           “Quiet would be best for you,” He said flatly.
           “You wouldn't like the rest of it anyway,” she told him with a little chuckle.
           “Why?”
           “But O heart! heart! heart! O the bleeding drops of red, Where on the deck my Captain lies, Fallen cold and dead.
          “And why would you be reciting something like this?” He asked, hand denching toward his pistol's grip.
          “I told you you wouldn't like it,” she said softly.
          “Answer me,” he shouted, then caught himself. “Why are you reciting such treasonous doggerel?”
          “I said, just to pass the time,” she assured him, but he did not feel at all comforted.
          “Cease and desist.” He ordered.
          “It's a sad poem about the loss of someone the writer cares deeply about.” She tried to explain, but he was having none of it.
          He held up a single finger to her, “Be silent. Unless spoken to, keep your mouth shut.”
          She made a nonsensical motion of zipping her lips together, then throwing something away. He would never understand Humans if he spent cycles with them. And since he did not want that to begin with, he turned on his heel and kept walking.
           In half an arn, they were at the main crossroads with lodging and dining facilities to their left and the entrance to the commerce thoroughfare to their right. He steered them to the right, stopping at the first food court they came to.
          “No, no, not this one,” she whispered, putting a hand lightly on his arm. “The prices are ridiculous.”
          “Very well,” he allowed, looking into her eyes for any sign of deception. “What do you suggest?”
          “Let me find better prices and someone I can haggle with,” she replied.
          He took the small remote control to her prisoner control collar and showed it to her. “Just so you know, if you do anything untoward, or try to purchase more Hecho red, I will not hesitate to use this device to punish you.”
          “Aye-aye, Captain,” she said, rolling her eyes and crossing her arms over her chest. “I read you loud and clear. No funny business.”
          “And no Hecho red.”
          “And no Hecho red.”
          Crais allowed her to lead the way and as he watched her swaying stride, all he could think of was his pulse pistol at his side. Pulling it in this heavily populated area would be a nightmare, and trying to defend her, should it become necessary, even more treacherous. He picked up his pace, not letting her get more than a few denches ahead.
          He marveled at her ability to barter and haggle for the things they required. She was quite good at dealing with both Sebaceans and aliens alike. In a matter of two arns, they had everything on his list, including more suitable clothing for her. She handed his great coat back to him and he donned it, noticing her scent, not unpleasant, lingering at the collar. She then stepped into a changing cubicle to put on one of the outfits he'd purchased for her.
          When she emerged, in form-fitting leather from neck to toes, and a thick, fur-trimmed hooded cloak in the Nebari style, he felt a pang of desire for her. Shocked by this, he turned and marched them back to the pod as fast as her legs could go. However, before they could exit the commerce area's main thoroughfare, Talyn's frightened voice filled Crais' head.
          Peacekeepers. A ship. Opposite side of the planet. Peacekeepers. On the planet.
          Talyn's emotions were nearly overwhelming to Crais. He fought to maintain control of his own fear and dread. He grabbed Senna by the arm and steered her down a side street almost directly into three Peacekeeper officers. They were Expeditionary Directorate—long-range explorers—by their insignia, so hopefully they wouldn't be on the lookout for Crais and Talyn. He spun her hard and she nearly fell as he aimed her down an alleyway to the next street over and around the corner.
          He touched the back of his neck, the neural transponder, thinking, “Talyn how many are on the surface? Any wanted beacons?”
          The ship was so flustered it was hard to get any sense from him.
          Twelve Peacekeepers. Twelve. On the planet. Nearby your location. Setting wanted beacons.
          “What's going on, Bialar?” She asked.
           He shoved her against the wall, nearly knocking the breath out of her.
           He hissed, “Keep silent.”
           He looked down either direction of the street they were on, found an alleyway and shoved her into it.
          “No matter what happens, you must remain silent.” He growled at her, pushing her backward to the very end where darkness completely overtook them.
          “Talyn,” he thought quickly. “Plot a way for us out of this area.”
          The ship was still in full distress mode and Crais tried to calm his own fear and sense of panic at being caught, especially with this human captive.
           “Talyn, you must remain calm,” he told him silently. “I will return to you as soon as possible. Now, give me directions to get us safely back to the transport pod.”
           He could feel Senna trembling against him, from cold or fear he could not be certain. He turned his back to her, hiding her with his own body. If he were captured like this, he'd have to question his own motives for protecting her thus. He must be utterly frodank. However, in the scheme of things, throwing away his career to chase after one human, only to find and protect another seemed the rational thing to do.
          “Bialar,” she murmured against the skin of his neck, wrapping her arms around him.
          “I will not let anything happen to you,” he whispered. “That is my vow. I will protect you.”
          Talyn flashed directions to him then and relief flooded Crais. The Peacekeepers were no more than two streets over at any given point, but if they moved with the shadows, they would be safe. Once outside the commerce area, and into the woods, they took off at a flat run to the pod. He managed to get them back aboard Talyn in five hundred microts.
          The ship was still in a state of panic as they entered the command tier, greeting them with whines, beeps and bloops. A steady dialogue Crais readily understood.
           “Talyn, prepare to starburst,” Crais commanded, hand against the neural transponder.
            Talyn refused and as Crais was about to program the jump himself, he saw why. On the main view screen a Marauder rounded the planet making good time for their position.
           “Talyn, ready main cannon,” he said.
          “What in the world are you doing?” Senna gasped. “You're not going to fire on your own people!”
          “Get out,” he shouted at her, having forgotten she'd entered command with him. “Get to your quarters. I'll deal with you later.”
          “What the frell is going on here?”
          That's when he found the remote control to her collar and depressed the button. She fell gracelessly to the deck, writhing, with one long, shrill scream. When the pain subsided, she struggled to her knees.
          “Get out of command!” He ordered her, his arm slashing the air for emphasis.
          Once sure she was gone, he turned to the business at hand.
          “Talyn, lock onto that marauder. Fire!”
          As the ship imploded mere kilometras away from them, Crais could only hope they'd not had time to get a signal off to their mother ship.
          “Talyn, starburst.”


          When he found Senna an arn later, she was hard at work putting away the food products he'd purchased, fresh fruit and cubes. She was stripped down to an undershirt and appeared to be perspiring profusely. It was an unpleasant smell he did not like.
          “You will require a shower once you're done with unpacking these goods,” he told her.
          “No shit Sherlock,” she muttered.
          “Excuse me?”
          “Obviously, I mean.”
          He could feel the anger and suspicion coming off of her in waves. He would have to explain what had happened, this much was obvious to him. That he would rather pull his own teeth without anesthetic was beside the point. He watched as she put several food cubes onto a tray before sliding it into the reconstitution unit. The unit bleeped and she removed the steaming food, slamming it down on the table before him.
          “Eat before it gets cold.” She said, her back still turned to him.
          When he didn't immediately sit down to eat, she turned a surly look on him.
          “Go ahead,” she grumbled. “I didn't spit in it or anything.”
           He heaved a sign before sitting down on the stool and digging in.
          “You didn't have to use the pain collar on me, you know,” she grumbled as she put fresh fruit onto a second plate and put it beside the first. “A simple please would've done just fine.”
          “You have a distinct proclivity for disobedience.”
          “Still,” she murmured. “Please don't do it again, okay? I'll do what you say, just don't hurt me like that again.”
          She went through the motions of making a plate up for herself as he ate. She placed it carefully across from his, sitting down, facing him. She pushed the food around on her plate, but ate nothing. Finished with his own meal, he took a piece of the fresh fruit, biting into its succulent flesh.
          Taking a deep breath, she looked up at him, into his eyes, saying, “Bialar, you destroyed that Peacekeeper ship didn't you?”
          He'd known this question was coming. He shouldn't have been surprised. He motioned to the cartons still waiting to be unpacked.
          “Give me a bottle of fellip nectar,” he ordered.
          She rose and obeyed him, bringing him the chilled bottle. Their fingers touched briefly as she handed it to him and he did not flinch from her.
         “May I have one as well?”
         “Yes, you may,” he said before taking a long drag from the bottle, swallowing down his embarrassment.
          She nodded to him, walking back to the packing cases and retrieving a bottle for herself. She popped the top and drank deeply, nearly finishing it in one go.
          “A quarter of a cycle ago,” he began, then realized he needed to start from the beginning. “No, no. That's not right. From the beginning, then. A cycle and a half ago, I came to know your fellow Human, John Crichton. The wormhole that brought him to this part of the galaxy deposited his pod in such a way that it caused my brother's death. Tauvo was a prowler pilot on a routine patrol when Crichton's pod simply appeared. Tauvo's prowler glanced off it, lost control and was impacted by an asteroid before my brother could regain control.
          “Talyn's mother, Moya, took his pod aboard her and starburst away with a complement of escaped prisoners. It was my duty as captain of the command carrier group to hunt down and retrieve Moya and her prisoners, Crichton included for his culpability in Tauvo's death.
          “I suppose I lost my mind for a time. Did questionable things. All in the name of finding the man who murdered my brother.”
          “But what you described sounds like an accident.”
          “I realize that now, after a great deal of introspection.”
          “So, you hunted Crichton and the prisoners? That doesn't explain why you destroyed that marauder.”
          “I went against direct orders to turn my carrier group for home, even killed a loyal officer so that I could continue my hunt for Crichton and Moya. It was my obsession. . .and my undoing. I went so far that there was no turning back, so far that no matter what I did, I had no life beyond court martial, incarceration and death. I was a mere walking corpse aboard my own vessel.
          “In order to survive, I deserted my post and asked for asylum aboard Talyn's mother, the leviathan called Moya. It was not a popular decision, but they accepted me, putting me in chains for my perceived crimes against them.
          “I had time to speak alone with Crichton and came to realize that what I thought had been about my brother—what should have been about my brother—had been nothing more than my lust for victory at any cost. It was about my career and the eyes on me back at High Command.
          “When it seemed Moya would be captured or destroyed by my enemy, Scorpius, I secreted myself aboard Talyn and took him deeper into an asteroid field. Unfortunately, this meant betraying Moya and her crew. I was recaptured by Crichton and once more imprisoned aboard Moya, until Talyn demanded my return as his captain.
          “I resigned my commission, telling Scorpius I'd killed Crichton to buy Moya and the others time to escape. Then, I took Talyn as far from Peacekeeper forces as I was able to. We have been successful for the most part. We had just run out of food stuffs when we came upon Luculla Primus and happened upon you and your captors.”
          Crais downed the last of the now lukewarm fellip nectar.
          “So you see, much like yourself, I can never return home.” Crais finished his story.
          She seemed to consider his words for a long time before she finally spoke.
          “We've both done questionable things in order to survive,” she said softly.
          Their eyes met and they stared at one another for a long, silent interval.
          “Indeed,” he intoned at last. “Which brings me to a topic I wish to broach with you. Personal defense. Are you versed in the fighting arts?”
          “Hardly, I'm a computer techie and a musician. Dancing is about as physical as it ever gets for me.”
          “Then we must address your lack of skills. I will instruct you. Change into something appropriate for exercise.”
          “Why not just teach me to use a pulse pistol?”
          “That I will not do.”
          “It would be a real time saver and more of a help than teaching me Peacekeeper kung fu.”
          “Must you forever question everything that comes out of my mouth?”
          “Sorry. It's sort of in my nature.”
          “Overcome your nature,” he warned, tone harsh.


          Both dressed in loose fitting pants, undershirts and with bare feet, Crais and the Earth woman faced one another in the chamber he had set aside for fitness. The look on her face was one of pure boredom. This angered him on some deep level he couldn't explain. Without warning, he backhanded her; not terribly hard, but enough to get her attention. She crumpled to the deck with a hand to her cheek.
          “What the hell, man,” she swore, looking up at him.
          A tiny trickle of blood shown at the corner of her mouth.
          “And you made me bite my tongue, too,” she complained as she got her feet under her.
          He repeated the strike and she hit the deck once more.
          “Damn you, don't hit me,” she shouted, getting to her feet and shoving him.
           He barely budged from her push and realization seemed to dawn in her face. He struck her a third time and she spat blood onto the deck and scampered backward before rising.
           “I said don't hit me!”
           “Then defend yourself.” He snapped, tired of her complacency.
          He lunged for her and she sidestepped and tried to flee, but he had her in a choke hold in an instant. She struggled against him and he tightened his grip. His free hand caught hers as it made for the obvious target of his genitals. She soon blacked out and he let her body sag to the deck. He waited as she came to.
          “Get up and defend yourself, Senna,” he growled, hands open at his sides.
          “I don't know how, obviously,” she blurted.
          She stood, massaging her throat and glaring at him. Before she could react, he moved with lightning speed, grabbed her arm, spun her and had her in a second choke hold.
          “Now, think.” He told her, lips pressed against her ear.
          “I can't think, I can't breathe,” she hissed.
           He tightened the hold again. “Think. You cannot overpower me. What would logic dictate you do?”
          She struggled harder against him and he choked her into unconsciousness once more, letting her fall bonelessly to the deck. Once more he waited as she revived and stared up at him.
           “Can you give me a hint at least?” She shouted, eyes red-rimmed, fighting for breath.
          “You choke me,” Crais advised her.
          She was obviously reticent, but rose from the floor and went around behind him.
          “Like this?” She asked as she hooked an arm around his throat.
          She hardly posed a threat to him, but he humored her. “Yes.”
          As she drew her arm more tightly around his neck, bracing it with her opposite hand, he relaxed his body and began to slide downward. She released him immediately, giving him the advantage yet again. He took her by one arm, tossing her easily over his shoulder and to the deck.
          “Damn it!” She swore, hugging herself and rolling away from him. She panted, looking up at him. “Obviously I'm not cut out for this dren.”
          “Maybe not, but you will learn.” He vowed. “This is rudimentary knowledge, taught to Peacekeepers when they're children.”
          “I'm not a child. And, I'm a lover, not a fighter.”
          “Again, you will learn to defend yourself.” He took her up by a handful of her hair and she yelped in pain.
          He forced her to stand, positioning her with feet shoulder width apart, left slightly more forward than right, hands in fists on her hips. As slowly as possible, he extended his hand to hit her midsection. She flailed and moved from her fighter's stance and he easily punched her solar plexus. He put little force into the blow but she still chuffed out air when his fist connected.
           “At least try,” he shouted, losing his temper with her passiveness.
           “Look, you wouldn't be able to play my guitar if I simply handed it to you. This is the same for me.” She told him. “I have no basis in fighting. I've never been in a fight in my life. Begin with me as you would with a Peacekeeper kid.”
          “I have, but your lack of aptitude is making it impossible to get through to you,” he countered, tone gruff. “You will apply yourself.”
          He forced her back into the fighter's stance.
          “Strike my abdomen,” he ordered her.
          “And you'll put me on the floor again. No thanks.”
          “Don't make me use the collar on you again,” he warned.
          She heaved a sigh, resumed the stance and aimed a punch at his midsection. He easily wrapped his left arm around her right, locking her elbow and used his right foot to sweep her legs from beneath her.
           “That is the proper way to defend against such a strike,” he told her as he helped reposition her again.
          He continued to teach her thus, like he would a mental deficient. He wondered if Aeryn had similar experiences with Crichton, who seemed little more than a clumsy buffoon hiding behind a pulse pistol. If only Officer Sun were here, the two of them together might be able to enlighten this poor woman. Once she was winded, bruised and obviously exhausted, he ended the lesson.
           “Return to your quarters. I would advise a hot shower. Let me know if you need a pain reliever either this night, or tomorrow once the true soreness sets in.” He advised her.

         Once she left him alone, he began to exercise in earnest. He practiced rolls, flips, flying kicks and each of the twenty moving forms taught to all Peacekeepers as children. His body was stiff and responded slowly. It had been far too long since he'd exercised and had even lagged when fighting with Officer Sun over control of Talyn. As a result, he now pushed himself harder than he should, working through all the movements and acrobatics at a swifter pace. Perhaps he was fighting with himself and his decision to bring the human female aboard. Which, the more he considered it, seemed ill-conceived at best.

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